its getting worse now..

totally i admit i try n try to communicate with excellent way but u makes everything become worse.. i just one of ur fans or what.. i'm not compare u with other but u make same like other.. i try to make u more special than other guys who appear more early in my life.. i col u "yayang" y i not  just "sayang" or "bie" or "abang".. b'coz i want u be more special than them.. but u still not understand me..
dont know what to do now.. i love u so much.. but everything became worse n worse.. i want sleep now.. God give me ur strength.. 

Dalam Sedih Ada Hikmah

mlm tadi aku moody giler2.. well.. tue lah.. ak nie ssh nak mrh.. ssh nak terasa but bler dah terasa.. benda kecik pon aku jadikan benda tue besar.. kenangan lama yg nk aku lupe, ak igt.. utk aku.. jgn lah cari modal tok aku marah.. slagi aku xtau.. its fine but when i know it.. it takes more than hundred hours to give forgiveness..
Yup.. aku sedih.. igt aku suke bt cmni.. its enough to me.. bila aku dah pujuk dan elk.. he doesnot give respon.. sedihkan but my mistake too... tp.. mendung xsmpai ptg.. izan cter result dah ley check.. mulut ckp xnk tp hati.. berdebar je kawan2.. huhu terkenang puan laila.. aku dah target aku fails 2 paper.. sbb xstudy cam org len.. mse exam tue fikiran aku xtng tp setiap pe yg aku bce benda tue msk.. tue lah hikmah yg Allah slalu bg kat aku.. wlupn aku slalu lupa kat Dia tp Dia slalu bantu aku..
last2.. menggunakan kecanggihan ensetku.. aku check jugak.. mulenye frust sbb xdpt msk.. last2 aku biar je dye loading.. smbil busykn dri bt audit.. ak terpandang enset.. lupe plak sal result..  tgk2 dah tjk result ak.. urm.. pe yg ak cari cam bese ahh.. C-.. n gagal.. alhamdullillah xde.. berkat doa mama aku.. pastue tgk.. wah Arab dpt A.. xcye aku.. berkat meniru kan.. and far dpt C.. yg len B.. syukur.. aku lulus.. pointer nek.. hilang terus sedih aku.. pas tgk result aku msg lg dye tp xbls pon.. just wanna to share my gud news..
So.. aku pon xtau mental aku dah ok ke belum.. tp aku rindukan dia hari ini... smbil taip entry ni pon aku tersenyum sbb aku teringatkan dye.. teringat dye dok sblh aku potong sayur.. urmm.. kat cnilah aku taip entry nie.. semoga dye berbahagia hari ini... wasalamm

s/s:- co aku audit sokmo paint n timber.. ble nak audit company jual emas plak

Perempuan Sengal!!!!

mesti sume tertanya2 sal entry ak nie sal perempuan sengal.. bukan setakat sengal tp senget n jugak mang ko murah giler perempuan.. cam coklat seposen 2.. 

al-kisahnye hari ni, ahad nan indah.. seawal 8.30 bf aku dah dtg umh.. amek aku coz nak bwk jumpe makcik dye.. so.. g ah.. mang sonok ahh.. breakfast sme2.. jumpe makcik, ma, abah n adik.. pastue g umh age.. n mum pizza.. n blek umh.. sbb dye ckp nak lek tengahari.. last2 xjdi sbb nak tgk muvie ak xbodoh.. 

nak jadikan cerita ahh.. dye bg sume enset dye kat ak.. msk dlm beg "guess" kesygnku.. abes tgk wyg.. dye mtk ahh harta benda dye.. ak sje tgk enset sony dye.. de msg.. mang muke ak len trs n terkejut.. perempuan msg suh dye tmn tdo.. mang berasap ahh kan.. wlupn xdok api tp asap mang ade.. mang ak nak mrh ahh.. bf ak pon terkejut.. dye col perempuan tue.. tp rupenye perempuan tue xdgr.. de 3 msg betina tue anta.. mang ak nak marah.. klu perempuan bodoh tue de dpn ak mang ak sepak2, terajang2 n ak bg jantan2 gulaikn dye.. 

merayu bf ak.. mang ak bru knl bf ak.. bru jth hati.. tp kami serius kay.. no matter what.. ak mang dengki + jeles + cemburu buta tahap 8 bler tgk de gurl or gay or bpuk skalipn usya bf ak.. yg pling xley blah.. mamat2 gay mang suke bf ak.. sory yek guys.. he only for me.. everything that he had.. i'm the owner.. 

cter sal perempuan bodoh tue.. bf aku col pkai celcom dye plak.. bf ak tye sal pe ko msg gitu?? pe mslh? ntah pe perempuan tue blskn.. pastue bf ak pas kat ak.. ak pon sound.. dye blh ltk.. ak anta msg.. mle2 delivered n then send lg dok deliver.. argh... mang ak dok bebel giler2 ahh.. smpai bf ak ckp.. perempuan tue anta msg bkn sy.. sy plak kne mrh.. haha.. mang ptut ak mrh.. sbb ak nak legakan hati ak.. fuss lega jugak.. tp mang ak bengang kat ko perempuan.. betapa ramai jantan dok kl tue ko nak bf ak pehal.,.. ehh.. bukan ko xtau dye ade ak.. bukan ko xtau bf ak mang xnk kat ko.. 

utk perempuan sengal cam ko.. pesanan ikhlas dari hati nurati ak.. klu ko dah sangap sgt.. jgn cari hak ak yek.. dye ak punye.. semua kat dye ak jugak ownernye.. jgn dok gedik2 nak suh bf org tdo umh ko.. ptt ajk perempuan xpon ko panggil je polis.. suh bt rondaan.. bf ak xde mse nak bt keje kebaikan..

utk bf ak plak.. mlenye sy mang terkjt read that msg.. mang dah pk bkn2 but i still receive ur reason.. sbb selama sy gan awk.. awk mang sygkn sy n cube bg sy yg terbaik.. pling xley lupe, sal kejadian mlm td.. dlm hujan lbt sggp dtg semata2 nak pjuk sy.. how lovely u r yyg.. sy hrp awk xde pape gan gurl tue.. sy cume xnk hati sy terluka berkali2.. ckuplah pe pnh sy dpt n lalui.. i always love u.. 

s/s:- ak pon xpnh bt cmtue.. perempuan pliss dont be sengal n triple2 sengal kay..